I’m starting to realize that no matter how many times I delete then re-add you on facebook, no matter how many times I say we can be just friends, no matter how many times you may text me, I will never move on. But sadly, you already have. You’ve been moved on from me for about four months now. Me and my damn clingy self cannot move on. I told myself 2012 would be different. I would move on from you, find someone who makes me feel happy again. But no matter how much I pretend to be happy with him, or with any other guy, there will always be this emptiness only you can fill. Maybe we’ll never be together again, maybe we were just a seven month fling. Maybe you never even loved me, only leaned on me so you wouldn’t feel alone. I wish you didn’t do that. You were the person who showed me what it meant to truly love someone. To want to be with that person and no one else. No games, no lying, no cheating, just honesty and true feelings of love. But you’re gone and I’m still here. Still hoping. I said time and time again I’m done but today I’m realizing that will never be true. So what am I to do?

That would make things easier.